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  • Dear Mum… (part 14)

    Dear Mum… (part 14)

    It’s been another year since I last wrote to you, yet it feels like just yesterday that you left us. Time has this peculiar way of both stretching endlessly and slipping through my fingers like grains of sand.

    Emily Baynham

    April 18, 2024
    life
    grief, life, loss, mother
  • quick little thought dump

    Quick little brain vomit, been reflecting on some stuff over the past few days. Life really just likes to screw you over and makes the chemicals in your brain broken. Mine has been broken for as long as I can remember. Although, I don’t remember much from my teenage years because of this. Who knew…

    Emily Baynham

    March 12, 2022
    life
  • Dear Mum,

    Every year I write a letter to my dead mum, heres 2022’s. You cant find the others because they got deleted and I cant be bothered to upload them but this one is the least depressing so :)

    Emily Baynham

    January 26, 2022
    life
    grief, mother
  • Dear Mum… (Part 15)

    “You run away from grief until it finds you in the middle of a sunny day” I can’t believe it’s been 15 years without you. It still doesn’t feel real. Sometimes it hits me all over again, like no time has passed at all. In some ways the years flew by. In others it’s felt…

    Emily Baynham

    April 18, 2025
    life
  • Dear Mum… (part 13)

    Dear Mum… (part 13)

    13 years, how time flies! Every year gets harder and easier at the same time. My memories of you are slowly fading, every year I forget a little more about you. I don’t know whether it’s the trauma of losing you or just my bad memory. Your little Ben turns 18 this year, you’d be…

    Emily Baynham

    April 18, 2023
    life
    grief, loss, mother
  • The Top 5: TV Shows that got me through University

    The Top 5: TV Shows that got me through University

    University was a struggle and a half. The pressure of doing well at University just made me not want to do any of the work so I started to fill my time doing other things whether that was drinking or watching shows. I have a lot of favourite tv shows but there’s a few that…

    Emily Baynham

    September 9, 2021
    The Top 5
    life, music, music journalism, the witcher, tv shows, umbrella academy
  • 22 years on this earth. What have I learnt?

    22 years on this earth. What have I learnt?

    It was the year 1999. My mum was 19 and pregnant with her third child. On the 25th May she gave birth to me. Three days before her 20th birthday. Now 22 years later and we’re here! What a life it has been! There’s we so many ups and so many downs but I finally made…

    Emily Baynham

    August 9, 2021
    life
    22, birthday, life, reflection
  • The Top 5: Albums that shaped me as a person

    The Top 5: Albums that shaped me as a person

    This post is all about the 5 albums that shaped me into the person I am today!

    Emily Baynham

    June 19, 2021
    music, The Top 5
    5sos, all time low, foo fighters, music, music journalism, scouting for girls, the beatles
  • Grief

    Grief

    It’s 3:30 am on a Monday. I’m sat here just staring into the void and thinking about what could have been and how my life would’ve panned out differently if my mum was still with us today. It pains me everyday she’s not here to see me accomplish milestones. She never got to see me…

    Emily Baynham

    June 17, 2021
    life
    grief, loss, mother

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